Tuesday, February 20, 2007

time management

Time management umm lets see I use to suck at this. I would put off homework till the last few hours till it was due. I did all thru high school till I dropped out. I still did this last semester. So far this semester I’ haven’t had a later assignment besides in this class because I was sick. Now so I don’t forget to do my homework I do most of it when I get home from school. If I don’t do it then I don’t let myself forget. I’m always remind myself that I have a paper due Monday or a test Tuesday or I have to read chapter 2 or something like that. The best strategies that work for me is probably not forgetting about it and to stay on top of things because if you lose track you can get behind. In my spare time since I have a lot of it besides doing homework I mostly stay at home or hangout with friends mainly Talli, my best friend. We watch TV most he time but there are the few occasions were we go out to a party this happens at least once to twice a week mostly on the weekends. I’m trying to find a job but its hard when I don’t want to work in fast food. I wish I had a job then I wouldn’t be bored all the time. When I’m not hanging out with friends I use to play games on my laptop but that was before Talli’s pretty little dog chewed my charger up. So now I read a lot of books when I not studying.

my changes in the last year

I’ve dealt with a lot of changes in the last year. To start it off last April I ended the almost five year relationship with my boyfriend. It was hard to deal with for a both a month. I had to deal with my ex crying almost everyday or if he wasn’t crying he was making me feel like a piece of shit. It was hard then I thought I was over him and tried to move on but I kept comparing every guy next to him. I played with a great guy's emotions because of this. I’ve also had the hardship of going back to school after dropping out. I ended up getting depressed and dropping out fall semester because many things. One of the main things was my first job and my grandma’s business burned down. It was a ruff time for a few months. I spent most of December in my bed blaming all my problems on myself when I knew that wasn’t true or right. I’m still trying to deal with the break up of my boyfriend of four years. We have a better relationship than we had before. I have a problem though I always think he’s going to be there for me. He will when he can but he is trying to move on too and he just can’t drop whatever he’s doing to come help me. Now after a wild and long year I’m at the begging of a new one. This year I’m focusing on my school work and trying to find a job. Maybe I’ll think about a relationship towards the end of the semester but not now.